A recluse, Bala rarely opens up. But when prodded, Bala talked like never before. In an exclusive interview -- the most comprehensive one yet -- after his much-acclaimed film Naan Kadavul's release, Bala talks about God, faith, existence, critics, mentor and Naan Kadavul. Over to Bala:
You have worked so hard for the film, Naan Kadavul. You spent almost three years on it. Are you happy with the outcome?
Yes. It was difficult shooting such a long and hectic schedule. More than me, some of the actors -- particularly Arya and Pooja -- had a tough time. Then, some actors who did sideroles. Like the midgets and others. It was comparatively easy for me. I won't call it stressful, but it was a task. I am happy that it bore the right results.
Is this your best film?
It has to be. Because after every film, the director has to grow. He or she can't go backward. There should be a steady progress after every film made.
But some of the critics, especially the English media, seem to disagree with you. And you seem to be very upset over some reviews.
No, 99.99 percent of the reviewers liked the film. Many people called me up personally as well. Yes, one or two tore the film apart. I was not upset reading them. Instead, I felt pity. When everybody praises something, some people have a tendency to go the other way. By such negative writing, they want to show everyone that they are smarter than the writer, director and other reviewers. I feel pity for such people, who try to show off. I welcome constructive criticism, but not (this).
What was the best you heard?
Ilayaraja sir was very supportive. He asked me jokingly, 'Where will your journey end? Where is your limit?' There were many. Dropping names will not be good. Yet, I am awaiting Balu Mahendra's review. He said he would give his feedback later.
A scene from Naan Kadavul