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30 d¡, 2003
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sd¡ d_¡ ^d®k„L$V$dp„ _pMu v$u^p¡ R>¡. sd¡ sp¡ `|R>sp„ `|R>u _p¿ey„, "sdpfu `Ð_u `rs b_¡ sp¡?' A_¡ sdpfp¡ L$pNm dpfu `Ð_uA¡ ap¡X$ép¡. kpdpÞe fus¡ lz„ khpf_¡ bv$g¡ b`p¡f¡ ÅNy„ Ry>„ A¡V$g¡ ÅNy„ s¡ `l¡gp„ sp¡ dpfu b^u V$`pg dpfu `Ð_u_¡ lõs¡ awV$u Q|L$u lp¡e R>¡. s¡d sdpfu V$`pg A¡_¡ lõs¡ awV$u A_¡ `R>u `Ð_u `p¡s¡ v$pê$Mp_p_u L$p¡W$u_u S>¡d awV$u.
"Ap iy„ R>¡?'
d¢ sp¡ khpf_u A¡V$g¡ L¡$ ÅÁep `R>u b`p¡f_u Qp `Z lÆ _lp¡su `u^u Ðep„ A¡Z¡ sdpfy„ g„bQp¡fk `fbuqX$ey„ dpfp _pL$_p V$p¡QL$p ky^u afL$phu_¡ D`f_p¡ khpg `|R¹>ep¡, "Ap iy„ R>¡?'
A¡ nZ¡ sp¡ d_¡ ¼ep„\u Mbf lp¡e L¡$ Ap sdpfy„ `fbuqX$ey„ R>¡! sdpfp `fbuqX$ep_y„ L$v$ Å¡C_¡ d_¡ a¼s A¡V$gp¡ S> rhQpf Apìep¡ L¡$ A¡ L$p¡C AÞe ÷u_p¡ â¡d`Ó sp¡ _p S> lp¡C iL¡$. Apd¡ dpfp D`f OZp„ hjp£\u â¡d`Óp¡ sp¡¡ Aphsp b„^ \C S> Nep R>¡. ApS>L$pg_p â¡d`Óp¡_p lz„ "V$Q'dp„ _\u R>sp„ L$p¡C `Z ÷u, L$Þep-eyhsu-÷u â¡d`Ó dpV¡$ Aphy„ g„bQp¡fk qa½y„$ `fbuqX$ey„ ApS>_u spfuM¡ `Z â¡d`Ó `pW$hhp dpV¡$ _p S> hp`f¡.
`Ð_u_y„ fp¥Ö õhê$` A_¡ `fbuqX$ep_p¡ ApL$pf Å¡C_¡ d_¡ ^°pkL$p¡ `X$ép¡. S>ê$f L$p¡CA¡ d_¡ åg¡L$d¡g L$fhp L„$C ApX$ps¡X$p Apn¡` L$ep® li¡ A_¡ cmsukmsu dpNZuAp¡ L$fu li¡.
dpfp dpV¡$ sdpfy„ `fbuqX$ey„ `¡Quv$p¡ âñ b_u_¡ dp\p `f sp¡mpey„.
âpdprZL$`Z¡ dpf¡ L$b|g L$fhy„ Å¡CA¡, A¡L$ S>dp_pdp„ â¡d`Óp¡ gMhp A¡ dpfu lp¡bu lsu. gÁ_ `l¡gp„_u hps R>¡. Ðepf¡ lz„ kss Sy>v$u Sy>v$u L$ÞepAp¡_p â¡ddp„ fl¡sp¡. â¡d`Óp¡ gMsp¡. A¡dp„_u OZu_¡ sp¡ Mbf `Z _lp¡su lz„ A¡d_p â¡ddp„ lsp¡. L$pfZ L¡$ â¡d`Óp¡ gMu_¡ lz„ apX$u _pMsp¡. S>¡ b¡Qpf L$ÞepAp¡_¡ d¢ â¡dV$`pg `lp¢QpX¡$gu A¡d_p S>hpb `Z dpfp D`f Apìep _lp¡sp A¡V$g¡ dp_u gJ Ry>„ L¡$ A¡ R>¡X¡$ A¡dZ¡ dpfp â¡d`Óp¡ apX$u _p¿ep S> li¡. dpfp A¡L$ â¡d`Ó_p¡ d_¡ S>hpb dm¡gp¡ Mfp¡ `Z A¡ â¡ekuA¡ _rl `Z s¡_p r`spA¡ gM¡gp¡ A_¡ s¡dp„ A¡ dpZk¡ dpfp V$p„qV$ep sp¡X$u _pMhp_u ^dL$u Ap`¡gu.
d¢ S>¡V$gp â¡d`Óp¡ gMu_¡ apX$ép R>¡ A_¡ dpfu â¡ekuAp¡A¡ hp„Qu_¡ apX$ép R>¡ A¡ b^p S> `Óp¡ Å¡ ApS>¡ AL$b„^ leps lp¡s sp¡ NyS>fpsu i©„Npf kprlÐe kd©Ù b_u Ney„ lp¡s. A¡ dpfy„ vy$cp®Áe R>¡ L¡$ NyS>fpsu kprlÐe_y„, A¡ sp¡ a¼s rhh¡QL$p¡ S> _½$u L$fu iL¡$. Ap`Z¡ Ðep„ rhh¡rQL$p_u k„¿ep _rlhs R>¡. A¡hu L$p¡C rhh¡rQL$p_¡ d¢ â¡d`Ó g¿ep_y„ d_¡ õdfZ _\u.
Aphp b^p rhQpf L$fsp¡ lz„ sdpfp `fbuqX$ep cZu spL$sp¡ _fhk lpgsdp„ d|„Np¡ d|„Np¡ b¡ku füp¡ lsp¡ Ðep„ `Ð_u afu\u spX|$L$u :
"Ap iy„ R>¡?'
"g„bQp¡fk `fbuqX$ey„...' d¢ dp„v$g¡ AhpS>¡ L$üy„.
"A¡ sp¡ d_¡ `Z v¡$Mpe R>¡. lz„ sp¡ sd_¡ L$pNm rhi¡ `|Ry>„ Ry>„.'
"A„v$f L$pNm `Z R>¡?'
"lp, Mpgu `fbuqX$ep„ L$p¡C dp¡L$g¡ _l].'
"Ap`Z¡ Ðep„ dp¡V¡$ cpN¡ Mpgu `fbuqX$ep„ S> Aph¡ R>¡. Q¡L$ cpÁe¡ S> Aph¡ R>¡.'
"hps _p DX$php¡.'
sp¡ sy„ S> L$l¡, A„v$f L$p¡_p¡ L$pNm R>¡?'
"`¡gp _h_us kd`®Zhpmp_p¡...'
"A¡dp„ sy„ Apd Aps„L$hpv$u_u S>¡d L¡$d DR>mu flu R>¡?'
"A¡ dpZk¡ sd_¡ A¡hy„ iy„ L$pd `|R¹>ey„?'
"iy„ `|R¹>ey„?'
"Å¡ sdpfu `Ð_u `rs b_¡ sp¡?
"A¡hy„ `|R¹>ey„ R>¡?'
"lp.'
"Å¡, X$prg¯N...'
"X$prg¯N bprg¯N _p L$fp¡. S>hpb Ap`p¡. Aphp¡ khpg A¡dZ¡ sd_¡ L¡$d `|R¹>ep¡?'
A¡ sp¡ spf¡ A¡d_¡ `|R>hy„ Å¡CA¡.' d¢ L$üy„.
"blz lp¡riepfu _p L$fp¡. sd¡ dpfp rhi¡ A¡d_¡ L„$C L$üy„ li¡, Ðepf¡ S> A¡dZ¡ sd_¡ Aphp¡ khpg `|R¹>ep¡ li¡.'
"spf¡ rhi¡ d¢ L$üy„ sp¡ lp¡e S> _¡!'
"iy„ L$üy„ R>¡?'
"A¡ S> L¡$ dpf¡ A¡L$ `Ð_u R>¡ A_¡ A¡ `Ð_u sy„ R>¡. Ap sp¡ S>NÅl¡f hps R>¡.'
dpfu `Ð_u i„L$piug ×rô$A¡ dpfu kpd¡ Å¡C flu. `fbuqX$epdp„ L$p¡C â¡eku_p¡ L¡$ åg¡L$d¡Cg_p¡ L¡$ â¡eku_p `rs_u ^pL$^dL$u_p¡ `Ó _\u A¡ ÅÎep `R>u lz„ `Z S>fp õhõ\ \C Nep¡ lsp¡.
"sp¡ `R>u Aphp¡ khpg ip dpV¡$ `|R¹>ep¡, sdpfu `Ð_u `rs b_¡ sp¡?'
"Å¡ X$prg¯N, Ap b^p s„ÓuAp¡ R>¡ _¡ s¡ rhL©$s dNS>_p \C Nep R>¡. ApS>L$pg k¡¼k hpep¡gÞk_p¡ S>dp_p¡ Qpgu füp¡ R>¡ A¡V$g¡ A¡ gp¡L$p¡_p dNS> D`f k¡¼k `qfhs®__y„ c|s khpf \C Ney„ R>¡. rhQpf L$f, spfp D`f Ap¡`f¡i_ L$fu_¡ X$p¡L$V$fp¡ s_¡ dpfp¡ `qs b_phu v¡$ sp¡...'
"lpe lpe!'
"A¡ Dv¹$Npf sp¡ dpf¡ L$pY$hp¡ Å¡CA¡ `Z dpf¡ bv$g¡ s¢ L$pY$ép¡.'
"R>u. lz„ `yfyj \C ÅJ sp¡ d_¡ sdpfu kp\¡ gNuf¡ _p aph¡.'
"A¡ hps _\u...'
"sp¡ L$C hps R>¡?'
"sy„ `rs b_u Åe sp¡ dpf¡ `Ð_u b_hy„ `X¡$.' d¢ L$üy„.
`Ð_u A¡ L$ë`_pA¡ QY$u.
"s¡dp„ ip¡ afL$ `X¡$?' \p¡X$u hpf¡ d_¡ A¡Z¡ `|R¹>ey„.
"Ap`Zu hÃQ¡ sp¡ L$ip¡ afL$ _ `X¡$; `Z s„Óu_¡ Ap hps_u Mbf _\u s¡\u s¡ Aphy„ `|R>ph¡ R>¡.'
"L$C hps_u Mbf _\u?'
"s„Óu A¡d kdS>¡ R>¡ L¡$ sy„ dpfu `Ð_u R>¡.'
"s¡ Ry>„ S> _¡!'
"R>¡ S>, R>¡ S>. `Z lL$uL$sdp„ Ap`Z¡ b¡ S> ÅZuA¡ R>¡ L¡$ sy„ `Ð_u _\u `Z `rs R>¡.'
"l¢!'
"Ofdp„ spfy„ QgZ R>¡. spfy„ ^pey¯ \pe R>¡. ^pey„® ^Zu_y„ \pe R>¡.'
"Mbfv$pf, Å¡ sd¡ dpf¡ dpV¡$ Aphy„ bp¡ëep R>p¡ sp¡!'
"s_¡ `|R¹>ep hNf spfp rhi¡ lz„ L$v$u ¼ep„e L„$C bp¡gy„ Ry>„?'
"blz \ey„. L$üpNfp L„$\ lp¡ s¡hp Y$p¢N^syfp _p L$fp¡.'
"_\u S> L$fsp¡. sd¡ `|R¹>ep rh_p Y$p¢N^syfp `Z _\u L$fsp¡.'
"sp¡ Ap _h_us kd`®Zhpmp_¡ ip¡ S>hpb Ap`hp_p¡ R>¡?'
"sy„ S> L$l¡_¡!'
"L„$C S>hpb Ap`hp_u S>ê$f _\u.'
"sØ_ S>hpb _p Ap`uA¡ sp¡ A¡d_¡ Mfpb gpN¡.'
"s¡ gMu v$p¡ _¡ L¡$ Ap rhje D`f d_¡ gMhp_y„ _rl aph¡.'
"cg¡' d¢ L$üy„.
s„Óuîu, dpfp„ "`Ð_u'A¡ L$üy„ A¡ dyS>b lz„ sd_¡ Ap `Ó gMu dp¡L$gphy„ Ry>„. kp\¡ _d° rh_„su L$fy„ Ry>„. crhóedp„ Aphu _pS|>L$ `qf[õ\rsdp„ d_¡ d|L$ip¡¡ _l], hMp_p¡ dpep£ lz„ g¡ML$ \ep¡ Ry>„, `Z dpfp gMpZdp„ dpfu "`Ð_u'_¡ k„X$p¡hhpdp„ L¡$V$gy„ Å¡Md R>¡ s¡ sdp¡ kdÆ iL$p¡ sp¡ kpfy„. `rs A_¡ `Ð_u A¡ kpdprS>L$ g¡bg R>¡. Of_u Qpf qv$hpgp¡dp„ g¡bgp¡_u Av$gpbv$gu \C S>su lp¡e R>¡. A¡ rhi¡ Qp¡MhV$ L$fu iL$sp¡ _\u sp¡ d_¡ dpa L$fip¡. lz„ CÃRy>„ Ry>„ L¡$ Ap `Ó sd¡ R>p`p¡ _l]. R>p`p¡ sp¡ L©$`p L$fu_¡ A¡ A„L$ V$`pgdp„ dp¡L$gsp _l]. dpfp„ "`Ð_u'_p lp\dp„ A¡ A„L$ S>i¡ sp¡ crhóedp„ Ap`_u kp\¡_p¡ dpfp¡ S>¡ L„$C ìehlpf R>¡ s¡ b„^ \C S>i¡. dpfu sp¡ qv$hpmu bNX$i¡. `Ó R>p`p¡ sp¡ d_¡ __pdp `Ó kp\¡ dp¡Od gMu S>ZphÅ¡ S>¡\u Mp_Nudp„ lz„ sd_¡ dmu S>Ci. dpfp "A¡d_¡' Mbf _p `X$hu Å¡CA¡. kdÆ Nep_¡?
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