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'It was a tough situation to be in. Emotionally, mentally. But yeah, it really taught me a lot of things about myself as a person and about my cricket. So, I am really grateful for those learnings.'
After a prolonged wait on the sidelines and a melancholic social media post nearly three years back, Karun Nair has made a sensational reunion with cricket, scoring five hundreds in the ongoing Vijay Hazare Trophy and he is now cautiously optimistic about wearing the Indian jersey after eight years.
Karun, who has scored 756 runs at a mind-blowing average of 756 for Vidarbha, is now a run machine in domestic cricket, and is a far cry from the forlorn player who scribbled the now famous tweet: 'Dear Cricket, please give me another chance.'
Will that opportunity come his way when the selectors announce India's ODI squads for the home one-dayers against England and the ICC Champions Trophy?
Only time will tell, but he has good reasons to "dream."
"The dream is always to play for the country. So, yes, the dream is still alive. That's the reason we play this game, to play for your country. So, the one and only goal was to play for the country," Karun told PTI.
But as someone who has endured massive setbacks and near-misses in his career, Karun does not want to think too far ahead.
"I think this is my third comeback (laughs). And I need to keep doing what I am doing at the moment. Keep scoring runs whenever I can in every single game that I play. That's the most that I can do. Everything else is not in my control.
"But till it (selection) happens, it's just a dream. It's still not there yet. But again, like I said, I would like to focus on one innings at a time," the 33-year-old said.
So, what has he done differently from the past to get back to his run-making ways?
"I've not done anything differently. There is no secret. I think it's just years of hard work and persistence, you know, the coming together of all of it. And probably you can say, taking each day as a new one and making sure that I respect every single innings that I play."
But there were days when the 33-year-old was apprehensive about his cricketing future, when runs totally dried up in domestic matches and in the IPL.
"I will be lying if I say I was not afraid. I think anyone would have those feelings. But I never had the thought that my career would end. I just had the thought of where it is going? What am I doing? How has this happened?
"It takes a while for you to come out of that phase and to understand what is happening and then what you are supposed to do. So, I told myself that I need to start from zero again. And give myself a few years and see where it goes. And then I can decide what to do. So, that was my thought process," he explained.
But the tough passage made him more self aware.
"It was a tough situation to be in. Emotionally, mentally. But yeah, it really taught me a lot of things about myself as a person and about my cricket. So, I am really grateful for those learnings. Without that, I don't think I would be in this situation at the moment."
In an interview with the BCCI he thanked his family for their support.
"It was the help of my family and close friends that kept me motivated in the tough times. They were pushing me and egging me on to keep following the process, telling me 'you're just another opportunity away from trying to get back to the game I love," he told BCCI in an interview on Thursday.
The first hint of change in his fortunes came along with a shift to Vidarbha from Karnataka ahead of the 2023-24 season.
"I am really grateful that I got this opportunity from Vidarbha Cricket Association to play First-Class cricket, without which I wouldn't be here. And for the platform they have provided and the environment they have created to welcome me.
"They treat me as a family and make me feel like I have been playing with them for many years.
"And I never got the feeling that I am a professional or an outsider. So, it was really comfortable. And very humble people. So, they all helped me get through each and every game with a smile and a positive environment," he said.
The right-handed batter also thanked former India pacer Abey Kuruvilla for facilitating his entry into Vidarbha squad.
"Abey Kuruvila was the person I spoke to first. I just spoke to him saying that I just need a team to play. And he is the one who spoke to Vidarbha Cricket Association and put me in touch with them," he added.
Since then the runs began to steadily increase.
He made runs for Burbage & ER Cricket Club in the minor county before smashing a double hundred for Northamptonshire in the County circuit.
In that year's Ranji Trophy season Karun amassed 690 runs from 10 matches at an average of 40.58 with two hundreds, something that later prompted VCA officials to hand over the captaincy to him.
But the second Indian batter to make a triple hundred in Test cricket, has not forgotten his days of struggle, which keeps a memory point to stay rooted.
"I have not forgotten those days. I have learnt a lot. You know, each time it gets tougher, you come out as a stronger person from that.
"So, I am really thankful for all the experiences. But I would like to use them to, you know, to my advantage and make sure that I learn from every single day and every single innings.
"I want to keep getting better as a cricketer and as a person. So, that's how I look at life at the moment," he signed off.